So, I haven't opened my Christmas gifts yet. My family minus my sister visited my aunts and I got depressed. I'm not sure why but I started missing my ex-girlfriend I think. What I think it is though is that I'm just lonely and I'm worried that her life will turn out better than mine in the long run.
That's a weird yet real fear of mine that my ex's end up better off than me in the future. Am I alone in this fear? Am I the only one driven to try for fear of not being as successful as someone that I was intimate with?
I'd appreciate everyone's insight
I would say jealousy really, wanting others to fail rather that wanting you to succeed.
ReplyDeletewell whatever you put your mind to you will succeed in doing so
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ReplyDeleteawww dont be blue
ReplyDeleteMan, I can empathize a lot with those feelings, having recently broken up with my ex. Nice blog.
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I don't know what it is about Christmas, but I've also been feeling a bit down.
ReplyDeletethis is normal bro.
ReplyDeletenice post, I'm following you
this is why suicides are most common in december and january. lol enjoy the holidays
ReplyDelete@ddej123 I'm far from committing suicide, but thanks for the warning
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