So, I haven't opened my Christmas gifts yet. My family minus my sister visited my aunts and I got depressed. I'm not sure why but I started missing my ex-girlfriend I think. What I think it is though is that I'm just lonely and I'm worried that her life will turn out better than mine in the long run.
That's a weird yet real fear of mine that my ex's end up better off than me in the future. Am I alone in this fear? Am I the only one driven to try for fear of not being as successful as someone that I was intimate with?
I'd appreciate everyone's insight